Once Again it has been Awhile

 Yes, once again it has been awhile. I always have the best of intentions, but life this past year was a bit "more" than I planned. Or ever thought it would be. I thought I was leaving the restaurant business last July. However, I was asked to stay and for some reason I just could not say no. Shortly after my mother was diagnosed with cancer. It was in her bones, spread all over her body and no one could determine where it originated from. After a whirlwind month of appointments, testing, radiation to shrink a tumor for pain relief; Mom was sent home with the diagnosis of there is nothing more that we can do but try to manage the pain. Mom went downhill pretty quickly. In July, we were going out to lunch after doctor's appointments. In August we were doing the same but Mom was tired a little more. In September, it was becoming harder to manage mom's pain and even though we went to lunch a couple of times the pain became too much and our trips ended. By October the pain was really hard, but she did not want us to call in hospice. Toward the middle of October she stopped eating and just drank a few sips of an ensure. We called in hospice the last week of October and Mom passed away the first week of November.  My mother's health had been horrible for years and there had been many times that I had called my sister from the hospital and told her to come home. Mom always made a recovery....until she didn't.  It was expected, anticipated, prepared for....but it still hit me like a freight train that my mama was gone. The person I had coffee with each week and went out to lunch with at least once a month if she felt like it. The person I called in the event anything good or bad happened in my life. It has been a tough year even though I know Mom's suffering is over. She missed the birth of her first great grandchild by just 2 months. It was a hard day. I also lost my Godmother in August, just as things were ramping up with Mom. Work became much more busy than I bargained for and then I was hit with another blow. My Goddaughter passed away. She was young. Now, I am in another transition period. I am leaving the restaurant and coming back home. I will go back to writing and working on my artwork. Our little homestead is still going strong and we are getting ready to search for a new buck for our little herd. The rabbits are breeding like rabbits and we currently have 2 chickens. We have had a difficult time with chickens here on this homestead, but I think that might be another post. My oldest had a baby in January, she is now 25. My youngest is getting ready to finish high school soon and thinks she wants to be a marine biologist. I am a Nana and my husband is a Grandaddy. Yes, time for another chapter in our life and I guess back to blogging about our goings on and our thoughts. I guess it is time for the Journey of Willow Pond to actually become a real documented journey. So, my goal this week is to write daily and let's see if we can catch up on this journey. Blessings to all, Kat

It's Been Awhile

 Wow, 3 years!! It has been 3 years since I have posted anything here. Time to rev it up and get going again. So let me shake the dust off my keyboard, crack my knuckles, and see what my brain can come up with. It has been a very busy 3 years. Little britches has been riding horses, schooling, and playing volleyball. As if that isn't enough to keep a mom busy and a dad broke, I started what was supposed to be a part-time job. A very part-time job to help pay for all of these extras and extra projects to improve our little farm turned into a much bigger part-time job. At one time in my life, I was a restaurant manager. I went to a local restaurant just to be a relief cook on Saturdays. Earning a little extra money would help with some of the extra projects we wanted to do around here. Somehow, I am still not really sure how, I once again became the restaurant manager. I am still part-time, but a little more involved than just Saturdays. We have done quite a bit here on our little farm. Too much to list in one post, so I will work on that separately. I simply can't believe we have been here 5 years. The time has gone quickly. I feel like it is time to shift back to writing and crafts. I have some ideas that I am itching to get started on and it looks like my part-time job is going to become more part-time in the near future. Time for a shift in focus. Welcome everybody to Willow Pond. I hope you enjoy the journey as much as we are.